Thursday, September 29, 2005
alright.. so here it is. hmm. its abt yesterday's stuffs. its so very sad. haix. cos one week ago, my mother told me not to continue tuition le. cos she say its like join dat tuition so long le still like no improvement de.. so she say maybe either dun go tuition at all or change tuition. ya. so i was like ok lor. but all de while my father was telling me like: dun go tuition. dun go tuition. but i dun wanna listen. cos he thinks dat i go tuition to socialise and make fwens? ok la. it was quite true but de main purpose is really go dere and learn de lor.. den he say i go tuition den when i come back very late liao. den cannot sleep early den the next day no energy den later sleep in class. i was like ... where got? hahas. cos his reasons of dun want me to go tuition was all not appropriate.ehh. ok. im going out of point. ya. so yesterday, i had chinese tuition. den peiru ask me if i am still continuing next yr. and i said maybe not. and i told her why la. den i can see from her face dat she was really disappointed. i was sad too. )= ya. i also have no choice wad. i cant continue to go tuition for de sake of fwens right. and besides, the tuition doesnt really help me dat much. argh! i have too many thoughts. i just dunno where to start. ok. so when i was on de way home, i was thinking. wad shud i do? im like so hurting peiru. cos she really treasured me alot. so i thought. ok. its not de end. im going to still keep in touch with her next yr.. hope she wont get so upset. ya..
ok. cut de story short, was like keep thinking and thinking. feeling sad and everything. it seems like everything was all over, and dats de end of our friendship and stuffs. i really hope dat she isnt sad right now ok. i just feel kind of guilty even though it isnt my fault. oh wells. i guess i shud just seek God for help and advice.. yeap. and commit them to God. okie! i hafta go le larhhs. bell ring one min ago le.. im gna be late. kk. byee! (=
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